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2003-11-30T18:16:00.000-05:00

I got myself a new account at Tabulas! I better spread the news and change my link on theirs.. :)

I love Tabulas!! <-- click here!

2003-11-27T19:17:00.000-05:00

Hey guys! Sorry if I wasnt able to blog these days.. I get so stressed about school work especially with my Math class. I really want to concentrate with my studies so I'm thinking I'll take a long break from blogging. I'm planning to get a new account somewhere for blogging purposes since I don't feel like home with blogger anymore. I want to try new things, get hosted perharps, or get a domain. I am not sure. But i really need a break. I'll be back. I'm trying to work on my own template so it will be fun!

Thanks for the tags, guys! :)

2003-11-22T21:59:00.000-05:00

Sorry if I wasn’t able to blog the yesterday. I don’t know what to say at that time. Well, I got my midterm mark yesterday and I didn’t like it. And we should return this blue paper with parent’s signature and with parent’s comments or something like that. Seriously, I don’t like the idea of letting your parents make comments about how you do with regards to your studies. I got used to getting my report card every grading period. My parents are always busy so they can’t get my card themselves. I got used to it so when there was one time they want to they my card, I said no. I’m bitter, yeah I know, but I have my reasons.

My bf also texted me yesterday saying that he had a nightmare. He was with his friends and they were all getting married. But when he looked at his side, he saw this girl from his past. They never really had a relationship or something. (I think the girl likes him very much and keeps on calling him every night but he never answers them.) And the next thing he knew, he was on the rooftop planning to kill himself. He said that he was miserable after knowing that I was not the one he’s going to marry so he called that a nightmare! :)

So about today, I spent the morning cleaning the house, errrr I mean apartment. And we’ll have visitors tomorrow. Friends of my dad from work I think. He got a new job at GAP I think. I haven’t told you guys that he quit his job at the factory for a month now. He’s been trying to get a job ever since until he got a seasonal job at GAP. I wish I have a job too. I want to have a lot of money so I can go home earlier than what my friends expected. And I can surprise my boyfriend for that! Yeah, in my dreams! So, I better get going now, I’m planning to stop by the library tomorrow. I hope you guys are having a great weekend! And thanks for the comments guys!

2003-11-20T22:56:00.000-05:00

Hi guys! I am so exhausted today because of the volleyball training. My teacher said that my transfer was accepted so I can play for the team now. I just don’t know when and where our first competition is. Oh well, I was supposed to meet someone today but I cancelled it because I’m not feeling well. Unfortunately, I was seen by another team mate so I have to play at the gym. I feel so bad afterwards so I called him up when I got home.

I love being alone most of the time. I rarely get that since we live in an apartment and all 5 of us are getting sick of seeing each other. It’s nice to go for a walk on your own for a change. It gives me freedom and peace of mind. I knew I was missing a lot of those while I was walking on my way home. I wish I can do that more often.

Well, while I was walking to the same road everyday. I noticed that the trailers we’ve seen the other seen the other day were still there. I think they are shooting a part of a movie or a sitcom or I don’t know. I’m not sure. My brother and I were always talking about the trailers everytime we get pass by. We don’t know who those person are but were just excited since it was our first time seeing those things here! We really find it fascinating! Sounds too shallow huh?! Anyway, I better get going, I have another test for English (again!) tomorrow. And this time, it’s about Othello.

By the way, thanks for the comments guys! :)

2003-11-19T20:31:00.000-05:00

I’m supposed to go to Shoppers Drug Mart after class to look for kikay girly stuff. It’s really rare for me to be hunting for great stuffs. I guess I'm such a late-bloomer or something that’s why I have no idea how to use make-up. I never liked using make-up! It makes me get itchy and uncomfortable. Anyway, I ended up buying junk food from a Filipino store and then I went to the Post Office since my brother has to drop a money order or something when I came across to this polar bear stuffed toy. I really love polar bears so I bought it. I got it for $10+taxes. I think I’ll start getting serious about collecting these stuffed polar bears!

I’m also thinking that I should get another web log account somewhere. I'm thinking of leaving Blogger since I hate it now. Do you guys know where I can get a nice and great web log?!

I don't know where the hell I get so many bruises. I clearly have no idea!

2003-11-18T18:13:00.000-05:00

This is my second blog entry for the day. I changed the commenting service to Haloscan now. So that means, all your comments before, are gone. I just hope you guys will continue to comment on my boring blog! ;)

And also, I’m getting so irritated about Blogger. After publishing my blog, everything will be gone. I don’t know how and why this happen; they just emailed me about this certain bug that rarely gets into your account and then mess up with your whole blog space. But this is my fourth time to experience this, I emailed them again and they didn’t reply. I wonder what’s going on?! I really need to transfer my blog. I’m not sure about being hosted now since I’m so lazy doing my own layout and everything. I don’t even know how to build one! This computer doesn’t have Photoshop unlike some of the computer we’ve used in this household!

2003-11-18T09:41:00.000-05:00

Ok, I’m in my first period class. I don’t like doing any animation today because I’m running out of ideas. So, I still haven’t talked with my beau. I was waiting for him to call last night and I even tried calling him again but all I get is a busy tone. I also tried calling their landline phone but I always hang up after one ring! Bad huh? Its because I’m not really sure if he’s awake already or just like before that he doesn’t want to be bothered when he’s asleep. I just sent him an SMS message saying that he can’t call now since it’s really late and I’m not feeling good to talk to him. Bitter huh? Then this morning, there were lots of missed calls from a number of people. One of them is my beau, since I don’t want to be bothered; I turned off my cellphone! It’s still early! Then I got a message on my ICQ from him, asking that if I want to talk to him, I just have to text him. I told him not to, since I’m preparing my stuff for school. He didn’t text me back.

Honestly, I don’t know the people calling my cell today. There are 2 other people who keep calling but I don’t answer it. (1) They hung up on me after I answered it. (2) I have prepaid service and in this country, when I have a phone call, they deduct 30 cents per minute on my credits. (3) I think it’s just a waste of time since I don’t know them. I don’t even give my cell number to anyone!

I better get this animation work done. I have a deadline! I’m thinking about changing my commenting service to Haloscan. I think Enetation is so slow! What do you think guys?

Oooh! Before I forgt, I want to thank all the people who leave their comments here in my boring web log! hihihihi! I really appreciate it! Mwahhh!! Take care guys!

2003-11-15T23:44:00.000-05:00

Hey guys! So now, I have mixed feelings for today. It’s supposed to be a great day since Nas and I are on 14th month! But, he told me he can’t call since he doesn’t have his allowance yet so that’s fine with me. I just told him to ring my cellphone when he wants me to call. My beau did the miss call thingy and when I tried contacting him, its either I get busy tones or the phone will ring but no one answers it. I got tired of it and texted him afterwards that I’m not calling him anymore. He just texted that the phone might be broke or something so I better as well get some rest.. but im still here, talking to someone.. getting him to smile since he’s so depressed, problematic, whatever the right term is.. I just hope he’s not going to read this! (hi! :) )

That’s it for now.. there’s nothing more to talk about anyway.. hope you guys are having a great weekend!

2003-11-14T12:23:00.000-05:00

Guess what? I’m in our school library! This is the place where my brother and I hang out after eating our lunch. We both love reading – he loves to read about history and geography while I'm more into the fiction books. I guess it would be fun to write here using this Microsoft Word and not do it directly at Blogger. Besides, computers here are for educational use and I don’t think Blogger is educational!

Anyway, I'm still sleepy. I went to bed at 1 in the morning because of my obsession for the computer! It’s really tiring. Having to get up early in the morning. Running late in my class. But I was not that late though. It’s just that I'm lazy to go to school especially in my Math class. I think I’ll fail that class. I want to talk to my teacher about it but I cant. He told us from the first day about student’s issues and I think, once I’ll have the chance to talk to him about my grades, he’ll think about it as a student issue and make it like I’ve done a horrible crime or something. I really want to get good marks for my university applications but this Math class really annoys me. I loved Math when I was in elementary but as years go by, teachers so cruel and mean, I didn’t feel like doing my obligations as a student for this Math class. And now, I'm having second thoughts about taking Calculus next term. It will be good on my transcript taking Calculus Math but then, if I really don’t feel good about it, maybe I can just trash my idea and take another course instead. This Math thing really makes my day so bad.

Enough of my drama for the morning! I’ll try to put a smile on my face now. Oh no, I forgot about my beau. I think he’s being cold at me these days. I told him about something last night and he said this things that made me wonder if he really wants to just have friends that I already have and not have friends here! It’s pretty confusing and weird but he can’t accept the fact that making new friend and with a guy that he doesn’t know, I think he doesn’t trust me!

2003-11-13T20:07:00.000-05:00

This day is crap! I think I'll not pass my Math class, I am so tired because of my volleyball practise, its so cold outside. Winter is here.. Snowflakes everywhere and this will be my first winter! I dont know what to say now.. I dont know how I'll put the words to show how I really feel now. Good thing, I have someone to talk to! :) You know who you are! Thanks a lot! :)

2003-11-12T05:59:00.000-05:00

Its 6am! i have to get up early because I have to be in school by 7.30.. I accepted my classmate's offer of trying out for the volleyball team. So with that, I have to get early every Wednesdays.. And Im still sleepy!

Yesterday, we had a surprise test in English! My teacher was absent the day before and because she knew that her students were lazy that day, she gave us the quiz.. Many of my classmates have blank papers when they passed it, while I, erm... I answered some of them.. Its just that she gave us an assignment while she was away, and as usual, I didnt do it.. consequences.. In my physed class, when I signed up for the try-outs, I was required to do these paper things because Im a new student at school. I forgot what's that for but I was able to fill those up and have them signed by my mother. I hope I can watch The OC later.. I didnt get to watch it last Monday because Im so busy with another work and besides my mom is watching this old film, Overboard. The film is kinda funny..

take care people!

2003-11-10T10:12:00.000-05:00

Hey guys! Im in my first period class and any minute now the bell will ring so I better get this done.. So, dont ask me what happened to my last English project assignment.. I'll just tell you what happened earlier.. We went to this assembly for Remembrance Day, I think its this occassion where they remember those people who fought during the war.. The people who are there acting or something are really funny but I do know know that they do have good intentions.. It's just that students here doesnt really appreciate it. Oh well, its almost time, I gonna run for my second period which is, ENGLISH!

take care people!

2003-11-09T19:26:00.000-05:00

Its about 7.30pm and still, I havent started doing my last English project assignment.. the play review and play bill.. I dont have any good ideas on what to put there.. But I hope I'll get some thoughts running in my head or else I'll be cramming again till the wee hours of the morning.. And I do want to get some sleep for tomorrow since its a new week! Wish me luck! :)

Ive been blog hopping for some time now, so you'll notice that I added more links.. I'm also wishing that someday, I'll get hosted and change this ugly layout! If I only got the time and patience.. *wink*

2003-11-08T20:47:00.000-05:00

I went to the library today with my brother. Im trying to find a book needed for my second book conference in the next 2 weeks. But sadly, I cant find neither one of the books my teacher suggested to read.. They were A Bend In the River by V.S. Naipaul or Things Fall Apart written by Chinua Achebe. Instead, I borrowed another 3 books making 7 books I have to read. I have the Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy, About A Boy - Nick Hornby, Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen, Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden, Im Telling - Karen Miller, To the Lighthouse - Virginia Woolf and Half A Life - V.S. Naipaul. The last book mentioned I borrowed because I thought I can ask my teacher to read that instead since it has the same author. I finished reading Im telling by Karen Miller. I was reading it for 3 hours I think.. And Im in About A Boy.. Im loving this books! And now I wish I can have them all instead of just borrowing them from the library. :( ButI dont have the money to buy them.

Christmas is fast approaching and I still havent thought of a great gift for my beloved beau.. :) I thought of giving him the Matrix Reloaded DVD since he really liked the Matrix trilogy but he doesnt have a DVD player. :( So, I have to think of another gift idea.. Have any good gift suggestions on what I should get him this Christmas? :)

Another thing.. I was blog hopping this morning so I linked great people! :) Feel free to visit them! Thanks to garet and amanda for there comments! I really appreciate it guys! :) And also, I got my Pics and Face-pic posted just below the ME section on the right corner.. :)

2003-11-07T18:18:00.000-05:00

Friday, at last! This week has been so stressful for me! I really deserve something.. Oh well, i take it back! Ive been so lazy this week! Cramming on my powerpoint presentation but it paid off when my teacher praised me and even told that I did an excellent job with my presentation. We were really ask to do something from the paper she handed us and just select topic from there but then, when my partner and I decided to work individually, I keep doing research about that 9/11 so that I dont have the same topic as theirs.. Same with my book conference after school.. that was really the last day to have the conference about the post-colonialism books or something like that and I got a perfect mark! Isnt that great?! She asked me questions and told her that I cant put the words I want to say since Im not that good in English speaking.. I really prefer writing.. :) She understand that and said that I should be getting used to it.. Well, Im trying! Its just that I really get nervous when I know someone is going to ask me questions or something.. and because Im too shy too speak! She gave me perfect marks since I used the handout she gave us for doing our own notes while reading the book.. the plot, quotes, symbols, motifs and everything.. She also talked to me about the quiz I took the other day.. I know what I've done wrong about the first part.. She said that time that we can do point forms so I did the point forms but point my answers in phrases and not did it in sentences! something like that.. I should do better next time.. Im beginning to like English! :)

And while Im beginning to like English, I dont like Math now.. I got my first mark update the other day and I got 65! I dont like it! I think its about C.. gawd! I know I can do better but I AM SO LAZY!!! I hate myself for that! grrr!!! And I also got the test score for the test we took last Wednesday and that sucked too!! I got more than half of the score. There's this question in the test that I have written notes about it in my notebook and I did not get it! I know Im getting stupid and there are 4 tests left before the semester ends.. I really need to study hard! I SHOULD! I MUST!

But since its weekend and Ive done so many things in the last few days, I need to relax for a bit.. Maybe read a book or something.. I got 5 books from the library, got them last week and Ive only read 2.. I'll go to the library tomorrow with my young brother since he wants to read some books too.. And also this weekend, I have to work with the Play Review and Play Bill for the play we saw weeks ago, Blue Orange..

Have a great weekend everyone! Take care!

2003-11-05T08:53:00.000-05:00

What a foggy morning! There's nothing much to blab to this morning. Just want to blog before classes start. I AM SO LAZY! I hate myself for being such a one.. *evil*

2003-11-04T19:59:00.000-05:00

Today ermmm... I dunno.. I did the make-up test in English after class thats why I am 30+ minutes late for my scheduled homework buddies volunteer activity. And this morning, they had this assembly awarding those students who got the highest marks last academic year, and for me, IT WAS SO BORING! :) Or maybe the reason I find it so boring is because students there were not paying attention either. Most of their are just talking and making loud noises.

I have to study for my Math test tomorrow! I guess that's it for now. take care everyone! :)

last cigarette: I dont smoke
last kiss: May 03, 2003
last good cry: a month ago, I think.
last website visited: Friendster
last movie seen: Finding Nemo last June (movie theatre), Matrix Reloaded on DVD (home)
last book read: Shopaholic Ties The Knot
last cuss word uttered: sh*t!
last drink: water
last food consumed: rice and pork chop
last crush: my blockmate at Mapua
last phone call: Nas
last tv show watched: Spongebob Squarepants
last time showered: this morning..
last shoes worn: my Nike rubber shoes
last song heard: Stellar - Incubus
last item bought: Doritos
last downloaded: blogger's template
last annoyance: my partner in English
last thing written: my make up test in English
last sleep: 8 hours ago
last chatted with: seriousman from Girltalk (Mark)
last sexual fantasy: *blushes*
last weird encounter: this afternoon when this classmate of mine in English keeps staring at me!
last ice cream eaten: i tasted my younger brother's favorite Mint Chip flavored ice cream and i didnt like it at all!
last time amused: watching The OC last night.. :)
last time wanting to die: * roll eyes*
last time in love: I still am!
last time hugged: May 03, 2003
last poster looked at: --
last concert/show attended: Justified and Stripped tour last August

2003-11-03T22:06:00.000-05:00

So Im stuck with this template for now.. I emailed Blogger this afternoon asking them whats wrong.. And it so happened that they have a bug that RARELY gets to others templates.. But so sad, that the bug chose me so here I am, I'll try to edit with what I have.. I really should start working on my template.. Its just that Im so filled with the requirements and everything and when I do find the time, I fell lazy to do it so nothing happens..

Anyway, were having this volleyball for 2 days now in my Physed class and one of the varsity players there ask me that i should try out for the team! Isnt that exciting?! Im thinking about it and maybe I should give it a shot! :) I never thought that in this place my skills in volleyball are good unlike when I was still in Philippines, I really messed up things in the court! I love sports! :)

With all the fuzz that happened today, what really made this day a great one is watching The OC! Im so into this show, didnt I told you guys that before?! I just love the ending where Marissa and Ryan were at the ferris wheel and Ryan has fear of heights but still he wanted to talk about Marissa so he blurted out his feelings and with that, Marissa kissed him and he kissed him back! :) I wish Im with Nas now.. I miss him so much! :(

Ok everyone, I still have lots of things to do.. Take care everyone! :)

2003-11-03T08:00:00.000-05:00

*dropping by* I just want to let you guys know, Im still cramming with this stupid research project! Its almost 8 and i have classes at 9! My partner in crime and I decided to work on our own since she mainly wants me to do all the work and im not doing that! *evil* gawd! i never should have raised my hand when my teacher ask if we want to discuss about 9/11.. I never thought WE are the ones who'll discuss it and not her! I am not making any sense, am I?! darn it! *sigh*

2003-11-01T19:11:00.000-05:00

what a day! im so tired.. havent started doing any of the things i should be doing.. my brother will also use this computer all night.. gawd! i should get started! by the way, i dont want to see any apples for the next.. ummm, a week or so! got to tell you the story later.. my damn mother is here! hate her!

2003-10-31T23:16:00.000-05:00

this will be a tiring weekend.. so many things to be done.. i dunno where to start.. maybe i'll just post here the things and requirements i have to pass next week..

Monday:

--> research project: truth, lies and 9/11 report (A day in the life of the President: Bush and 9/11); Powerpoint presentation
--> make-up test (English)

Tuesday:

--> book conference for Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad (Lunchtime)
--> homework buddies volunteer work - after class

Wednesday:

--> Chapter 4 Test - Data Management

Friday:

--> movie review and play bill of Blue Orange

isnt this great?! i posted this so i can remember the stuffs i have to do.. i have to go now.. i have to sleep early coz its apple picking tomorrow.. wish me luck people! take care! happy halloween everyone! enjoy your weekend!! :)

2003-10-29T19:51:00.000-05:00

i absolutely love the play!! i thought it would be so boring that i may sleep while its going, but i really enjoyed myself there! and as you know, i didnt got lost! i was with my two classmates, one Pakistani and one Vietnamese.. the place was in downtown and its my first time to go there.. i mean like explore and walk around.. the only place ive gone to downtown the last time was around CN Tower when we went to the Univesity fair and thats it.. i just love the scenery.. i saw the Hockey Fall of Fame and then there were some people doing shootings at the street! it was good seeing those things in this city! im beginning to enjoy Toronto! too bad i forgot to bring my camera phone or even my dad's camera.. there are so many things to be seen in this great city! for a moment, i thought of Makati with the tall buildings and people walking in the streets..

my classmates and i decided to eat at a Chinese restaurant near the theatre.. my Pakistani classmate is on fasting so she decided to check some shops and look for calling cards while my other classmate and i ate and talked about school and stuff.. that classmate of mine has a son, i think he's two years old, and my classmate is 20.. she and her boyfriend are living together.. thats pretty young, isnt it?! oh well, thats life.. after we ate, we asked for our bill and fortune cookies!! i love reading fortune cookies and i love eating the cookie afterwards! i wish i'll get to learn how to make them!

when we went to the theatre, the tickets were given to us and later the people there let us in and find our seats around.. the theatre was small but thats fine.. i think its an old building built late 1800s to mid 1900s.. the play was hilarious and smart! i love the ending! like, everyone's mad and shouting at each other, debating and like theres this mental tug-of-war.. whew! I LOVE IT!

going home was pretty tiring.. walking again to the subway station and its rush hour! there are no buses so most of the people are walking.. people are always in a rush and the station is so crowded! but i got home safe and sound.. geez, my blog entries are getting long now.. sorry if my english is not good.. i got to go now.. have to do some things for school.. take care people!

2003-10-28T20:10:00.000-05:00

so! im pretty exhausted today.. im finished with the animation i was working on in my first period.. then, in my english class, i am SO RELIEVED that the conferences for the book i was reading was moved.. so my new schedule for the conference will be on monday at lunch! and i am going to retake one quiz she gave us last friday this coming thursday.. i dont like the mark i saw in my paper so its better that i write it again and hope i can get good marks next time.. at lunchtime, after eating my food, my brother and i went to the library for some reading time.. and you know what?! its really impossible to have a good, quiet time in that library because people there just cant stop talking, sitting on the desks that were supposed to be for other purposes.. these people lack discipline, really! they dont have respect for their teachers and staff people at school! oh well, what can i do? these people dont even know how to listen..

we had swimming again today for my physed class.. it was fun, but it was pretty tiring doing exercises and other stuff in the pool.. later in my math class, our teacher gave us our marks about the test taken last week.. i was so pissed about myself because i missed 2 marks! i can have them all perfect but then i misunderstood one question in that quiz! i am so close! maybe i get it in the next quiz.. i hope so..

after class, we went to do our volunteering activity as homework buddies.. i get to meet the kid i will be working with for the next few weeks.. his name is Abdulaah (or i guess thats how it is spelled).. he is from Iraq.. he's been in canada for two years now and hes on grade 5.. i forgot to bring him early treats for the halloween so maybe i'll just give him his treats next week.. reminder: i have my field trip for the play in English tomorrow.. i just hope i wont get lost or else.. :)

2003-10-27T22:45:00.000-05:00

hey guys! i still havent done my work for my independent study.. see how lazy i am these days! damn me! how am i going to finish this darn thing now?! so stupid of me not bothering to do this weeks ago!! oh well, what can i do?! its there anyway! *sighs*

oh, what the heck! at least i got to watch two episodes of the oc today.. yihee!! the first one was that episode when marissa founds out about the divorce, going to tijuana, saw luke with this girl.. had several drinks, took summer's sleeping pills and was found by the trio at an almost dark alley.. then, the next hour, it was the new episode! when marissa's mother wants to take her to san diego and go to this recovery institution, her father not wanting to but his wife sued him for some sole custody.. then ryan, (oh! he's really hot!! i mean like really really really hot!!! ) rescues her.. visiting her and then took her out of the hospital.. she visited her father and wants to stay with him.. ryan talks to marissa's mother trying to say that marissa doesnt want to go with her.. and oh! ryan is trying to get to this school.. and in the end, he was accepted! this is gonna be so exciting! i cant wait for the next episode! I LOVE THIS SHOW!!! :)

2003-10-26T11:40:00.000-05:00

sorry guys if i wasnt able to blog the last few days.. so, i was able to watch marathons of the OC yesterday! they also have re-runs today! ha! benjamin mckenzie is so cute!!! anyway, ummm, im starting to read the book for my independent study in english..

Nas and I are having a great time texting each other.. making jokes and talking about anything! he wants to see this movie with heart evangelista in it and says that he really wants to see this movie with me.. he knows im a sucker for romantic movies! God! i really miss him..