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geez, i guess its only lei who's reading my blog.. hahaha!! thanks for your time reading my 'senseless' blog.. hahaha!! nothing much happened today really.. my brothers keep watching the MTV VMAs for the nth time.. (five times i guess?!) i enjoyed doing the laundry (we handwashed them for 'some' reasons..), iron some of the clothes, and sew some stuff.. i find it weird because im usually feeling lazy.. ;) that's all for now.. i have to text my bf a good morning and me having a good night rest.. take care people.. ciao!

Thought of the day: Being in love can be the most wonderful thing we could experience but if the feeling begins to consume our whole beings, then we have to stop and let our minds and not our hearts dictate our actions. Only when we learn to accept our fate and understand the meaning of our failures we can truly go on with life without having to look back and cry over the things that could have been but will never be...

i signed up for commentation by enetation.. i was annoyed with whats happening with the reblogger so i switched to enetation.. so, nothing interesting happened really.. ummm, oh! this morning when my beau and i were having this "text conversation", he told me that he was buying a new phone! well, i was sad though because it was my nokia 3210 that he just bought from me so it would be like a "remembrance" or something.. but he said that "my phone" will be passed to his younger sister (isnt that sweet? i know they are not "that" close really..) he is one independent guy and i really envy him.. and he sure knows how to use his monthly allowance his parents gave him.. so thats why he never gets to splurge for himself since he told me that he rarely goes out, hang around and watch movies in the mall since i was gone.. but then, i was surprised when he told me that he was also saving for "our future"! he said that he will open an account for us in three years time.. God! i never thought he would be this.. i dunno.. insane, maybe?! ;) he later informed me that it was his mother's idea! by the way, i didnt get to meet her mother and i was only introduced through "a picture of mine" last sunday, before he head back to manila after a "long vacation" from school.. i really dont know what to say as of that moment.. i was pretty speechless i should say..

i watched the vmas again for the third time.. and i just keep watching the opening act, eminems special appearance with this puppet, and xtina's and beyonce's rocking performance!! so, thats pretty much it! have nothing to blab! ciao!

Quote of the day: When we love someone, we NEVER easily GIVE UP on that person. Even if we get hurt badly we always try to find a way to ease the pain and learn to understand and forgive. Loving too much doesn't hurt. It is when we expect this love to be reciprocated that we begin to seek approval and acceptance of the things we have done and when we are taken for granted and rejected, we curse the very same love that we once freely and happily offered.

watched the MTV VMAs today.. damn! what an outrageous opening number!! having britney (the lip sync princess), xtina (my idol!), and madonna on stage together? the weird thing is, madonna kissed britney and xtina.. wicked!!! ;p missy elliot was there too!! :)

justin timberlake was one of the big winners today and also was beyonce!! 50 cent won a number of catergories too (and of course, my fave, eminem!!) linkin park got the best rock video (i guess).. but there were some awkward moments also, but never mind that.. so, other things that happened today besides watching the VMAs, ummm.. i wasnt able to blog the yesterday coz i really feel lazy and also because i have nothing to blog anyway.. ;p other than that, its all about my beau.. i love him so much!! (hi hon!! i love you!! mwahh!!) okei, thats all for now! have a great night everyone!! take care! ciao!

Quote of the day: With love, we learn how to care and sacrifice. We learn to share and reach out. We learn to be unselfish and give more than we can. And when everything doesn't end well, we learn how it fells fall, we strive to get back on our feet and move on. This is where we learn that "Life doesn't end where our heartaches begin".

13.00 damn! i hate our laptop.. i want to throw that thing out!! i was texting with my beau and our laptop keeps getting hanged every now and then!! i hate it!! my beau and i were getting to some confidential matters and there it was! this laptop needs a repair! i wish my parents have plans buying a desktop computer or something.. im getting sick and tired of this laptop! i miss talking to my beau!! we were texting each other about crazy things and this laptop is making our lives hell or should i say the texting part is "bitin"? ;) i just wish he's still up!!

21.00 i hate my mom!! i hate when she's home early from work.. i cant watch the o.c. when shes around.. she always has the remote control when shes home!! grrrrrr!!! hate her!! hate her!! hate her!! i hope she'll not be home this early next monday so i can watch the reply of the o.c.. I AM SO PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW!!! have i told you guys that i hate my mom?! try to blog later.. ciao!

Quote of the day: Remember that you cannot be a redeemer all your life. The best way to weigh a relationship is out in the test of fire. You cannot be a sooner of your mistake forever. Remember, we all fail and make wrong decisions but our blunders are meant not to bury us deep in misery but to teach us the valued lessons of life. Loving is always a learning process.

so i get to talk with my beau again today.. i miss hearing his voice.. i was just about to say good night but then i didnt hang up the phone for like another 10 minutes.. and its really hard to say goodbye to him on the phone when you really dont want to hang up.. but i really have to because im pretty guessing that my parents will reprimand me again for having long distance calls..

the start of classes is drawing near and i really dont know what to think.. i think i'll curse that day for the rest of my life because i dont really like living here.. i didnt get to meet people since my brother and i always stay in the house and never had the chance to roam around, meet other Filipinos in our age bracket and talk about things.. for 3 months that ive lived here, the first day of class might be a real shocker to me! dealing and hearing people who speak english very fast and comfortable and all that, while i, the shy and quiet type dumb gal is sitting in a corner doing nothing and making herself busy in any way she can.. guess, in time, i have to live with it and i hope i can deal with people well because im not a people person!!

i sort of thought being "kikay" these days.. i never really cared how i look when i was in the Philippines, but now, i guess i have to learn about new things.. I WAS NEVER CLOSE TO MY MOTHER.. and i guess its a good thing.. i dont like my mom at all.. its not that i hate her, i guess its the way i brought up with them and never had the chance to be close with her.. i dont know much about dealing with with make-up and other "girly stuff" because my mom didnt like that in the first place.. she said that im getting flirty or something like that..

im a late bloomer! *shy smile* ciao!

Quote of the day: Loving someone is never a sin. It is what people do out of love that sometimes makes it all wrong. The selfish desire to want that person is what makes it a sin. Don't think only of your feelings for real love doesn't have a place for selfish people. When there is love, there is always sacrifice.



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so today was a happy day for me!! i called my beau for like 3 times.. at first i just drop by to say good night but then, i cant hang up the phone when talking to him.. the whole discussion of our conversations were mostly about us.. i damn miss my man!! we're having discussions about us while we're still that "inseparable couple".. our first's.. fight, meeting my parents and all that.. i feel like crying while reminiscing those times.. i miss him very much! we've talked about "the future" and other mushy stuff.. and he's still up at 4am! we still cant believe that we'll be celebrating our one year anniversary next month! and spending it miles apart from each other.. dang! i never imagined getting attached for this long.. it's really amazing!! the feeling is great!! i cant wait spending my life with my guy!

a friend of mine, confessed 'something' the other day.. and i cant help but wonder why guys confessed their "feelings" when im already far away from them? they keep saying that they only realize they 'still' have the feelings when i was gone and they are just keeping it inside making them miserable and being hurt even more.. but one thing they say is that my boyfriend is "one lucky guy!" and he sure is!!

i have to share this with you..

To help you realize what love is, and what it is not:
know the difference between "somebody you Love" and "somebody you Like"

*In front of the person you like, your heart beats faster
*But in front of the person you love, you get happy.

*In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring.
*But in front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter.

*If you look into the eyes of the one you like, you blush.
*But if you look into the eyes of the one you love, you smile.

*In front of the person you like, you can't say everything on your mind.
*But in front of the person you love, you can.

*In front of the person you like, you tend to get shy.
*But in front of the person you love, you can show your own self.

*You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you like.
*But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you love.

*When the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.
*When the one you love is crying, you cry with them.

*The feeling of like starts from the ear.
*But the feeling of love starts from the eye.

*So if you stop liking a person you used to like, all you need to do is cover your ears.
*But if you try to close your eyes, love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever.

that's it for now! ciao!

so, what happened today? we were asked to buy things and stuff.. and i felt i was in my country again when i was able to buy junkfoods at this store for Filipinos!! isnt that great?! i may sound a little childish (at age 18) but thats the way it is! i got excited seeing the things i used to eat and munch while doing my homework or watching tv and having a snack! sad to say though, theres no tortillos!! waaahh!! the peole there were kind and friendly.. asking how are we doing and stuff.. and told us that we should come there often.. i bet i will!! people there even speak like they are in our country.. just like that! i never thought that some of my fellow pinoys dont speak our language anymore as if its like they cursed the country where they came from.. sad to say but true..

i took this online quiz about finding nemo!! isnt that movie the greatest?! i absolutely love and enjoyed watching this film! and the fact that there were some pinoys who contributed their talent to this movie!! that is amazing! really!! the mayon volcano, working with the character about dory, the bahay kubo.. want to see the whole story? here it is.. Finding the Pinoys behind Nemo

my big shout outz to lei! for making my link button! its really cute!! thanks a bunch! mwahh!!

so! my beau and i are okei now.. i was hesitant at first because i was tired of being the first one to reach out for him so i decided that i'll see what will happen if i'll 'keep' my ego for awhile.. since i dont really have guts to raise my pride.. and good thing, he is not that insensitive as i thought he would be! he was the first one who called.. and after we talked, i was concerned of how i reacted after that phone call.. i thought i should keep it from him but i thought that i should let him know so i texted him and told him what im really feeling.. he told me that it kinda hurts him and because i told him on the phone that i have a crush.. (which is so childish!! and its very rare since i was attached to him) but i explained to him other things and we talked what might have been the problem, which is the distance.. since we were really inseparable when i was in my country.. i really love this guy.. and i really miss him a lot!! its like all the things we went through and how it all started keeps making flashbacks..

i saw this video of bon jovi, "all about loving you".. reminds me of my beau.. from what i saw in the video, the proposal.. *blushes* i thought giving him a cd single of that song.. since i already compiled him a lot of cds before i migrated here.. problem is, i cant find an affordable cd single of this track!! guess i just have to wait and see what will happen..

so i didnt receive any call from my boyfriend.. now what?! after all the excitement of hearing his voice again, me waking up early so he can call me on time, and what happened? all he did was making these miss calls that made my parents irritated.. i was calm at first thinking that he's making fun of me again.. but then later on i realized that he isnt funny anymore.. i still sending texts to him making him realize that im getting irritated.. but still, nothing happened!! why do guys can be so insensitive sometimes?

i was browsing the net this afternoon, when i came across to this fanlisting of benjamin mckenzie! isnt this guy hot or what?! thats why i am hoooked watching the o.c. these days.. so who is this benjamin mckenzie guy you say? here's a pic!! I DEFINITELY ADORE THIS GUY!!! did i say he's hot?

* i joined a number of webrings today.. i just dont know if even one of my applications will get accepted.. *blushes*




avoidant


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its been awhile since i last posted.. well, i do know many people have heard the news about the "blackout" which is NOT a terrorist attack by any chance.. all i know is that we cant eat "real food", sleep tight, watch tv all day, surf the net because of the power failure..

last night, my brother and i went downstairs to get some fresh air and chill out.. watch the stars or something when we saw this like a "star" that is flying (?) in the sky, but there is something weird about it, it changes direction and then it will disappear in a while then later will show up again and will go the other side.. its totally weird.. my brother and i were joking about it saying that it was a ufo!! haha!! well, this morning, since we dont have some rice and variand to eat, we were somehow satisfied with bread and some cookies.. good thing my brother and i bought some when we were asked to buy groceries..

by late afternoon, we have the power supply!! i was glued to the tv for like an hour watching and wondering what the hell happened, why there was a power failure or something.. and then my bf called.. haha!! i was like disappointed at him at first (for some unknown reasons) but the time i heard his voice, all of my worries are gone.. i really dont know how he does those sort of things.. or maybe im too kind.. hehe :wink: and he'll call me again tomorrow!!! why, you ask? because its our 11 month anniversary!!! isnt that wicked?! hehe.. guess that's it for now.. i have to take a long bath.. ciao.


SUICIDAL BITCH

You are a depressed child. You need some laughter
in your life. Why, you ask? Cause that frown
don't look good on you, hun!


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You represent... hope.
You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless
romantic. You enjoy being creative and don't
mind being alone at times. You have goals, and
know what you want in life... even if they are
a little far fetched.


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mikey's out!! so sad.. my little brother even voted through phone like 5 times.. guess it wasnt meant for him really.. anyway, i was browsing today.. found lots of things and came across to this.. it made me think how bad i am and have neglected God.. i feel so bad about myself.. i cant explain really how bad i feel.. but i am thankful that eventhough i am like this, God is still here for me... to guide, support and love me.. though there are times that i keep asking Him why my life seems to be so awful and all, i know that God is really good and will not let me fall just like that..

guess what made my day today?.. i was watching canadian idol and then when it was mikey bustos' turn, everbody loves him!! well, MOST girls do.. well im proud because he's filipino and what really made my day is when he was interviewed by ben, the camera tilted at one section of the place where there is this placard saying, "pogi ka, mikey" (youre handsome, mikey!) really nice isnt it?! maybe some people doesnt know what that meant but when i saw that, i thought that there are really many filipinos in canada.. and thats whats making me proud of my country!!! got to go.. i have to do something.. TTFN!!


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Phoebe - Godess of Love


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pure


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cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed


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LOVE is your chinese symbol!

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You're An Intellectual!
You can always be found reading or on the computer.
People always come to you when they need
information. You don't really care about love
at this point, your only goal is to improve
your mind. After all, knowledge is power!


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Raver Bear


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im done!! at last!! i understood all of these by myself... really good huh?! maybe i really should take web design, dont you think?! why am i doing these english speaking stuff? im just getting used to it! i dont want to walk in my class in september and all these people will look at me and i couldnt say anything. i cant let that happen, right?! anyway, i went to a picnic today.. at first i really thought it sucks since its at park in front of our apartment.. but then i thought my mom sounded weird asking me stuff about my boyfriend.. i mean, isnt that strange?! oh well! i guess she noticed that i am getting bitter feelings about them (mom and dad) again.. and my brother and i didnt get to buy winter clothes because we're feeling lazy.. so we were asked to clean the house.. well, thats just how my day went.. oh, before i forgot, i joined a new yahoo group today.. my fourth year class in highschool back at the philippines..

just want to add these things..


You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.


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You represent... loneliness.
Always alone and always sad about it... unlike
angst, you don't have to look for a reason to
be miserable. You want to be in the company of
people but aren't sure how to act when you're
with them. Sometimes you have to make an
effort. You can't always wait for others to
come to you.


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Devon Aoki


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Legolas


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Tomboy


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You are Trinity, from "The Matrix."
Strong, beautiful- you epitomize the ultimate
heroine.


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