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Hey guys! Sorry if I wasnt able to blog these days.. I get so stressed about school work especially with my Math class. I really want to concentrate with my studies so I'm thinking I'll take a long break from blogging. I'm planning to get a new account somewhere for blogging purposes since I don't feel like home with blogger anymore. I want to try new things, get hosted perharps, or get a domain. I am not sure. But i really need a break. I'll be back. I'm trying to work on my own template so it will be fun!

Thanks for the tags, guys! :)

Sorry if I wasn’t able to blog the yesterday. I don’t know what to say at that time. Well, I got my midterm mark yesterday and I didn’t like it. And we should return this blue paper with parent’s signature and with parent’s comments or something like that. Seriously, I don’t like the idea of letting your parents make comments about how you do with regards to your studies. I got used to getting my report card every grading period. My parents are always busy so they can’t get my card themselves. I got used to it so when there was one time they want to they my card, I said no. I’m bitter, yeah I know, but I have my reasons.

My bf also texted me yesterday saying that he had a nightmare. He was with his friends and they were all getting married. But when he looked at his side, he saw this girl from his past. They never really had a relationship or something. (I think the girl likes him very much and keeps on calling him every night but he never answers them.) And the next thing he knew, he was on the rooftop planning to kill himself. He said that he was miserable after knowing that I was not the one he’s going to marry so he called that a nightmare! :)

So about today, I spent the morning cleaning the house, errrr I mean apartment. And we’ll have visitors tomorrow. Friends of my dad from work I think. He got a new job at GAP I think. I haven’t told you guys that he quit his job at the factory for a month now. He’s been trying to get a job ever since until he got a seasonal job at GAP. I wish I have a job too. I want to have a lot of money so I can go home earlier than what my friends expected. And I can surprise my boyfriend for that! Yeah, in my dreams! So, I better get going now, I’m planning to stop by the library tomorrow. I hope you guys are having a great weekend! And thanks for the comments guys!

Hi guys! I am so exhausted today because of the volleyball training. My teacher said that my transfer was accepted so I can play for the team now. I just don’t know when and where our first competition is. Oh well, I was supposed to meet someone today but I cancelled it because I’m not feeling well. Unfortunately, I was seen by another team mate so I have to play at the gym. I feel so bad afterwards so I called him up when I got home.

I love being alone most of the time. I rarely get that since we live in an apartment and all 5 of us are getting sick of seeing each other. It’s nice to go for a walk on your own for a change. It gives me freedom and peace of mind. I knew I was missing a lot of those while I was walking on my way home. I wish I can do that more often.

Well, while I was walking to the same road everyday. I noticed that the trailers we’ve seen the other seen the other day were still there. I think they are shooting a part of a movie or a sitcom or I don’t know. I’m not sure. My brother and I were always talking about the trailers everytime we get pass by. We don’t know who those person are but were just excited since it was our first time seeing those things here! We really find it fascinating! Sounds too shallow huh?! Anyway, I better get going, I have another test for English (again!) tomorrow. And this time, it’s about Othello.

By the way, thanks for the comments guys! :)

I’m supposed to go to Shoppers Drug Mart after class to look for kikay girly stuff. It’s really rare for me to be hunting for great stuffs. I guess I'm such a late-bloomer or something that’s why I have no idea how to use make-up. I never liked using make-up! It makes me get itchy and uncomfortable. Anyway, I ended up buying junk food from a Filipino store and then I went to the Post Office since my brother has to drop a money order or something when I came across to this polar bear stuffed toy. I really love polar bears so I bought it. I got it for $10+taxes. I think I’ll start getting serious about collecting these stuffed polar bears!

I’m also thinking that I should get another web log account somewhere. I'm thinking of leaving Blogger since I hate it now. Do you guys know where I can get a nice and great web log?!

I don't know where the hell I get so many bruises. I clearly have no idea!

This is my second blog entry for the day. I changed the commenting service to Haloscan now. So that means, all your comments before, are gone. I just hope you guys will continue to comment on my boring blog! ;)

And also, I’m getting so irritated about Blogger. After publishing my blog, everything will be gone. I don’t know how and why this happen; they just emailed me about this certain bug that rarely gets into your account and then mess up with your whole blog space. But this is my fourth time to experience this, I emailed them again and they didn’t reply. I wonder what’s going on?! I really need to transfer my blog. I’m not sure about being hosted now since I’m so lazy doing my own layout and everything. I don’t even know how to build one! This computer doesn’t have Photoshop unlike some of the computer we’ve used in this household!

Ok, I’m in my first period class. I don’t like doing any animation today because I’m running out of ideas. So, I still haven’t talked with my beau. I was waiting for him to call last night and I even tried calling him again but all I get is a busy tone. I also tried calling their landline phone but I always hang up after one ring! Bad huh? Its because I’m not really sure if he’s awake already or just like before that he doesn’t want to be bothered when he’s asleep. I just sent him an SMS message saying that he can’t call now since it’s really late and I’m not feeling good to talk to him. Bitter huh? Then this morning, there were lots of missed calls from a number of people. One of them is my beau, since I don’t want to be bothered; I turned off my cellphone! It’s still early! Then I got a message on my ICQ from him, asking that if I want to talk to him, I just have to text him. I told him not to, since I’m preparing my stuff for school. He didn’t text me back.

Honestly, I don’t know the people calling my cell today. There are 2 other people who keep calling but I don’t answer it. (1) They hung up on me after I answered it. (2) I have prepaid service and in this country, when I have a phone call, they deduct 30 cents per minute on my credits. (3) I think it’s just a waste of time since I don’t know them. I don’t even give my cell number to anyone!

I better get this animation work done. I have a deadline! I’m thinking about changing my commenting service to Haloscan. I think Enetation is so slow! What do you think guys?

Oooh! Before I forgt, I want to thank all the people who leave their comments here in my boring web log! hihihihi! I really appreciate it! Mwahhh!! Take care guys!

Hey guys! So now, I have mixed feelings for today. It’s supposed to be a great day since Nas and I are on 14th month! But, he told me he can’t call since he doesn’t have his allowance yet so that’s fine with me. I just told him to ring my cellphone when he wants me to call. My beau did the miss call thingy and when I tried contacting him, its either I get busy tones or the phone will ring but no one answers it. I got tired of it and texted him afterwards that I’m not calling him anymore. He just texted that the phone might be broke or something so I better as well get some rest.. but im still here, talking to someone.. getting him to smile since he’s so depressed, problematic, whatever the right term is.. I just hope he’s not going to read this! (hi! :) )

That’s it for now.. there’s nothing more to talk about anyway.. hope you guys are having a great weekend!

Guess what? I’m in our school library! This is the place where my brother and I hang out after eating our lunch. We both love reading – he loves to read about history and geography while I'm more into the fiction books. I guess it would be fun to write here using this Microsoft Word and not do it directly at Blogger. Besides, computers here are for educational use and I don’t think Blogger is educational!

Anyway, I'm still sleepy. I went to bed at 1 in the morning because of my obsession for the computer! It’s really tiring. Having to get up early in the morning. Running late in my class. But I was not that late though. It’s just that I'm lazy to go to school especially in my Math class. I think I’ll fail that class. I want to talk to my teacher about it but I cant. He told us from the first day about student’s issues and I think, once I’ll have the chance to talk to him about my grades, he’ll think about it as a student issue and make it like I’ve done a horrible crime or something. I really want to get good marks for my university applications but this Math class really annoys me. I loved Math when I was in elementary but as years go by, teachers so cruel and mean, I didn’t feel like doing my obligations as a student for this Math class. And now, I'm having second thoughts about taking Calculus next term. It will be good on my transcript taking Calculus Math but then, if I really don’t feel good about it, maybe I can just trash my idea and take another course instead. This Math thing really makes my day so bad.

Enough of my drama for the morning! I’ll try to put a smile on my face now. Oh no, I forgot about my beau. I think he’s being cold at me these days. I told him about something last night and he said this things that made me wonder if he really wants to just have friends that I already have and not have friends here! It’s pretty confusing and weird but he can’t accept the fact that making new friend and with a guy that he doesn’t know, I think he doesn’t trust me!

This day is crap! I think I'll not pass my Math class, I am so tired because of my volleyball practise, its so cold outside. Winter is here.. Snowflakes everywhere and this will be my first winter! I dont know what to say now.. I dont know how I'll put the words to show how I really feel now. Good thing, I have someone to talk to! :) You know who you are! Thanks a lot! :)

Its 6am! i have to get up early because I have to be in school by 7.30.. I accepted my classmate's offer of trying out for the volleyball team. So with that, I have to get early every Wednesdays.. And Im still sleepy!

Yesterday, we had a surprise test in English! My teacher was absent the day before and because she knew that her students were lazy that day, she gave us the quiz.. Many of my classmates have blank papers when they passed it, while I, erm... I answered some of them.. Its just that she gave us an assignment while she was away, and as usual, I didnt do it.. consequences.. In my physed class, when I signed up for the try-outs, I was required to do these paper things because Im a new student at school. I forgot what's that for but I was able to fill those up and have them signed by my mother. I hope I can watch The OC later.. I didnt get to watch it last Monday because Im so busy with another work and besides my mom is watching this old film, Overboard. The film is kinda funny..

take care people!